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January 2010 
Hana Visited Us Last Night
~Matthew
I'm pretty sure He'kili has been communicating with Hana since her passing. He goes under the bed, where she used to go, and talks with her. He never went under the bed before. Last night, he went down there. I think Hana was waiting for him because he gave a little growl, like he used to do when she would come too close. Then he stopped as she wrapped him in her Love.
Ayako started sobbing, as we both often do... missing Hana. As soon as she started crying, He'kili came out from under the bed and snuggled up next to her. Hana asked him to comfort her. I lay next to Ayako and He'kili as Ayako cried and convulsed in Sorrow.
Then I had an intense feeling of Hana's presence. Very intense. She was huge--the size of me and Ayako put together. She lay down on top of us and wrapped us in her arms. I could feel her gentle paws next to me. She breathed in Ayako's Sadness. She purred loud as the breath passed her heart. Then she passed Infinite Love into us. I was reminded that she is not gone. That she could never be gone. Her Consciousness is with the Divine Consciousness. It cannot be destroyed. The loss of her body has given her a new way to Love us. She was always a Divine Cat. Now she's showing us her Love from the realm of Bliss Consciousness.
My intention is to meditate myself to a place where I can visit with her on a regular basis. She taught me how to Love all sentient beings. I LOVE her sooo much!
An ILP friend is staying with us as we await the ILP 2 seminar tomorrow. Last night, in a meditative state, he also felt Hana's presence very strongly. She appeared to him in the realm of his Spirit guides. That was pretty amazing. She was an amazing cat and is an amazing being.
I still miss her physical presence. I suppose I will until I pass as well. But knowing that she is with me in a transcendant way will help me get to the point where I can be with her always... even while in my physical body.
It was nice to feel her Joy last night. It was nice to know that she Cares for us so deeply... that she wants us to be Happy, and that she is asking He'kili to help us with our grief. Hana is Divine. I'm going to set up a shrine for her. She will be my Spirit Guide... or at least Spirit Companion. What a wonderful Cat.
![Hana and me : Who will win this staring contest? Pay no attention to the "International High IQ Society" T-shirt.](http://aura.zaadz.com/photos/1/6475/large/Matt_and_Hana.jpg "Hana and me : Who will win this staring contest? Pay no attention to the "International High IQ Society" T-shirt.")
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MEOW : O
~M, it's great to see you hopeful again. The change in tone is a relief. Hana knew you needed her help to find a new way of being with her. I love that He'kili has taken on the roll he has. Wonderful!
I'm hoping Ayako is feeling a bit more comforted as well. I'm thinking of you both.
Diane
My heart envelopes your family. Hana sounds AMAZING! Much, much love to you. She will visit often, keep your heart open and she will be there always. Thank you for blessing us with your Truth, I am holding you high!!
Yours in abundance,
Andrea
This is beautiful Matthew. It doesn't suprise me that Hana visited you so soon because her love was so deep for you all. Even from the other side she continues to teach and nurture you as she did in life. She will always be with you. You need only ask her to be.
Although I have not made direct contact with Hana, she has certainly filled my heart and soul. It is in her honor that I dedicate a special section of the Kindred Spirits pod because it was she who inspired it. May her grace and generocity live on in her memory and in all good things that are created in her honor.
Much love to you all,
Shelly
That is beautiful to witness such an experience and knowing that she is there, just in another realm. I am glad you are doing well. I heard from Ryan about Hana. Perhaps, Hana is telling us all something about death.. I believe she cared deeply about you guys that she came back to visit and give you peace and tell you guys she is okay.
~ love ~
Matthew, I can attest that the spirit of Hana is around you. When my dog, who was like a sister to me we grew up together, passed away I was clear across the country. Needless to say when I heard the news I took it really hard, even though she was very ill and it was expected. A couple of days later, while in savasana (corpse pose) at the conclusion of my daily yoga practice, I felt Mika, my deceased Westhighland Terrior! She was playing between my legs, and I laughed like I always did because she was so goofy, and then she came and pressed her face up against my hand, while I was still lying on the floor in my pose, rubbing her eyes against my hand the way she always did. It was an out-of-body experience, but I felt her presence so strongly. I came out of savasana, knowing that my blessed little four legged sister had crossed over to the otherside, and she said good bye to me officially. She let me know that everything was ok, she was her same old healthy happy self. I have not since had the same experience.
Consequently, I dreamed of her quite frequently after that. In my dreams I was returning home and seeing her greet me at the door, even though I would state outloud in the dream that I knew she was dead. Am I psychic? I don’t know. Intuitive maybe, we all are to some extent. But, take comfort in knowing that your sweet and precious Hana is happy, whole, and complete on the other side, and no doubt she visits you and your other kitty He ‘kili often. How amazing, Hana is showing you that there is indeed another side to this life after we pass away!
Wow this was an amazing story. From the way you describe Hana being so big it sounds like she had important things to do on the other side. thanks for sharing this.